Bought a borrowed suit and I learned to dance. I was spending money like the way it likes to rain.
June 20, 2011 § Leave a comment
“I had the strangest dream last night, I was drinking with you.” Bright Eyes.
It was somewhere between the eighth and the ninth, certainly before the eleventh that I lost count. You know when I mean, when the thoughts start to roll and blur and swim around the head. But it’s different. The last few times it’s different. That mind crippling and tortorous angst and stiring hate and bile, it’s not that it’s gone, it’s just that it isn’t there anymore. That madness has faded I think. Maybe I just stayed away from the things that set me off. The brains still working. I’m still here. Just a little madder than usual. I think. Perhaps. Relax. Smile. It’s all fucking dandy. Just for now. Enjoy it while it lasts. It’s all fucking dandy. Speak soon.